Everyone in my family was musical, although I am the only one who went on to do music professionally. There was always music in my house growing up. My parents loved big band, classical, and jazz standards. My brothers were fighting over rock vs disco because it was the 70s. So, once punk hit, that was finally music I could call my own.
We had a piano in the living room and a drum set in the basement, plus tons of audio gear because one of my brothers was a DJ. I was exposed to what great audio was because my brothers were obsessed with the quality of sound, always collecting stereo equipment, speakers, and headphones, as well as being pretty macho about who had the best car stereo.
Once the 80s hit and all the new-sounding recordings were coming out - Blondie, Elvis Costello, The Cars, all the new wave stuff that was so slick and shiny - my young ears were totally pulled into the speakers, and my young mind just wanted to take apart what was making all this cool new stuff.
I was a teen in the mid-80s, and there were so many mind-blowing things to listen to. I remember everyone was listening to The Rolling Stones, and then along came Kraftwerk’s Trans-Europe Express. My head exploded.
My attitude towards making music was always just to be unafraid. I got really into avant-garde jazz and experimental music in my late teens. At that time, Sonic Youth, Cabaret Voltaire, and The Residents were happening. Those bands felt so limitless. Listening to them really gave me permission to explore instruments in very unconventional ways - and to record in unconventional ways.
Why play a guitar by the strings? Why not knock on the back of it, record it from the bottom, and see how that sounds? I learned about the German composer Stockhausen and how he put weird objects in his piano strings to create super odd sounds.
I still use those techniques today in film score composing because making music for film is about capturing the subtleties of emotion and taking the viewer on a ride they might not even realise they’re on. The fun thing about applying those same techniques to producing songs - even pop songs - is that I get to create feelings that are unique instead of relying on the same old sounds everyone is listening to all the time.
So yes, I love doing all of those things equally.